the healing journey - part 1
Are you publicly strong, but privately broken?
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Beauty & The Bruised: The Courage To Heal is your invitation to stop fighting your past and finally commit to God’s plan for your wholeness. This is not just a book; it is a covenant of surrender.
A woman who desperately needs God must surrender to the healing journey in order to rediscover herself and partner with Him wholeheartedly.
Is This Book For Me?
You serve.
You lead.
You show up for everyone else.
But behind the scenes, are you wrestling with blind spots that obscure your true identity? Are you minimizing your pain as “small flaws,” while deep down, you know you’re fighting a battle between the masks you wear and the woman God created you to be?
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If you are tired of just "functioning" and ready to be whole, this journey is for you.
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Do you recognize yourself in any of these struggles?
You look glowing in photos and tell the world
"this is my year," but behind the smile, you are nursing a crushed spirit and secret bruises that no one sees.
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What You Will
Walk Away With
THE TRANSFORMATION
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You will trade "Numbing" for "Evicting."
You will stop managing your pain with temporary fixes and start eradicating it, moving from "Damaged" to "Regenerated" by letting God repair the living tissue of your heart.
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You will finally understand your relational patterns
You will move from confusion to clarity by mapping your "Relationship Trees," identifying the roots of your connections, and redefining intimacy as "Into-Me-See".
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You will divorce the version of you that is hurting you
You will serve divorce papers to your toxic mindsets to finally make room for who you are as God’s daughter.
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You will graduate from the School of Pain
You will walk away equipped with the "5 B's of Healing," standing tall as a woman who is raw, real, and transparent—no longer needing a mask to survive.
What's Inside Your
Toolkit
This is not a passive read; it is an active surgery for your soul.
This is not just a book you read; it is a journey you take. To ensure you don’t walk this path alone, you get exclusive access to a multimedia toolkit designed to help you dismantle the pain and rebuild your identity.
The "Active Surgery" Worksheets
Stop guessing where the pain comes from. These custom frameworks help you locate the infection so you can treat it.
• The "Help Me Heal" Audit: A 4-step diagnostic tool that moves you from simply feeling pain to creating a specific "Fight Strategy" to overcome it.
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• The Relationship Tree: A visual mapping exercise to trace the hidden timeline of your connections, helping you see why you attract the same patterns from childhood to adulthood.
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• The "Assessing Our Relationships" Audit: A brutally honest star-rating system (0-5 stars) to grade the people in your life. Finally, get a clear answer: Are they adding "Trust and Security" or bringing "Unresolved Issues"?
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• The Toxic Mindset Dismantler: A 3-part framework where you identify "The Story" behind your pain, serve the "Divorce Declaration," and write your new "Statement of Identity."
The Digital "Check-In" Experience
When the work gets deep, scan the QR codes to have Soleil step into the room with you.
• The "All Aboard" Welcome: Your official orientation. Soleil helps you identify your "Travel Preference" (Solo, Shared, or Private) and pack your spiritual bags so you are fully equipped for the trip ahead.
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• The "Help Me Heal" Walkthrough: Don’t just read the audit—do it with a guide. Soleil walks you through the 4-step framework (Heart, Mind, Feet, Hands) to help you pinpoint exactly where your trauma is hiding.
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• The "Lean In" Pep Talk: A raw, unscripted video for the middle of the journey when you feel like quitting. Soleil shares her own testimony of almost putting the pen down—and why you must keep going.
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• The "I See You Healed" Visualization: A guided encounter to help you stop pressing replay on the past and start mentally rehearsing the woman you are becoming.
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• Toxic Mindsets (Part 1): The Testimony: Soleil opens up about her own "Divorce" process, modeling the vulnerability required to move from shame to freedom.
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• Toxic Mindsets (Part 2) The No Judgment Zone: A reminder that your story is safe here. We shift the focus from the ugliness of the trauma to the courage required to heal it.
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• The "You Made It" Celebration: A final video sealing your victory. We celebrate the courage it took to say "Yes" to God and prepare your heart for Phase 2.
The "Permission to Pause"
Sanctuary
Healing requires rest. You cannot rush this.
• 11+ Guided Journaling Stops: Scattered throughout the journey are designated "Permission to Pause" pages. These are safe spaces to breathe, process, and reflect on the deep questions that unlock your breakthrough.
The Covenants of Release
True healing begins with surrender and committment.
• The Commitment Covenant: A contract you sign with yourself and God at the very beginning, declaring that you are done fighting your past and ready to surrender to the process.
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• The Letter of Release: The final tool in the kit. A template to help you write the necessary letters to fully empty your soul of the weight you’ve been carrying.
Meet Your Conductor : Soleil Meade
My mission is simple: to help you HEAL through the power of God. I am dedicated to being the 'Harriet Tubman' of your healing journey—taking you by the hand to guide you from the Kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light. I promise to walk with you through the valleys until you find release under the power of the Almighty.
Soleil Meade doesn’t just teach healing; she has survived the darkness she guides you through. She knows what it feels like to tell the world "this is my best year" while secretly nursing the heartbreak. She understands the toxic mindsets that lead to hiding deep secrets like abortion, and she has walked the dark, valley of grief.
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God has transformed her pain into a ministry of freedom. Like a modern-day Harriet Tubman, Soleil has returned to the underground railroad of pain with a divine mandate: to take you by the hand and not leave until you have crossed from the Kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light. She is committed to not just giving you information, but walking with you until you are whole.
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Ready To Start Your
Healing Journey?
Harriet Tubman didn’t just send a map; she walked the path. But she also knew that every passenger had different needs. Whether you are a private traveler who needs a quiet space to process, or someone who needs the strength of a sisterhood to keep you on the tracks, there is a seat for you.
The destination is the same: FREEDOM. Select your preference below.
THE SOLO
TRAVELER
"I need to process this alone in my quiet place."
This is for the woman who is ready to get raw and real with God in the privacy of her own prayer closet. You are self-motivated, ready to dig deep, and need the flexibility to heal at your own pace.
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Your Itinerary Includes:
• The Guide: Your copy of Beauty & The Bruised (Paperback), which includes full access to the worksheets and access to exclusive videos where I step into the room to coach you through the hardest chapters.
THE SHARED EXPERIENCE
"I refuse to walk this
path alone."
This is the "No Sister Left Behind" option. If you know you need accountability, prayer cover, and a safe "No Judgment Zone" to process the heavy lifting of facing the pain, this is your tribe.
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Your Itinerary Includes Everything in Solo plus :
• The Ministry Experience: 8 weeks of LIVE virtual & in-person "Navigation Sessions" led by Soleil Meade (The Conductor).
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• Community: Access to the private Healing Journey group for daily encouragement.
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• The Work: We will pack our bags, evict the issues, and elevate your purpose in real-time.
Note: Securing your spot in the cohort includes your book. Be sure you fully complete your registration.
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First cohort begins in March/April
THE PRIVATE LUXURY EXPERIENCE
"I need a personal navigator to help me chart my course."
This is the "First Class" experience for the woman who feels stuck and needs 1:1 surgical precision to identify her blocks. You aren't just reading the book; you are getting personal access to the Conductor to help you customize your healing strategy.​
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Your Itinerary Includes Everything in Shared Experience plus:
• 1:1 Navigation Calls: Three (3) private 60-minute coaching sessions with Soleil Meade.
• Custom Strategy: We will personally review your worksheets together to ensure you are truly free.